my first blog

you know i woke up this morning and thought to myself i need a decent blog site. so i searched everywhere to find one and i couldn't some of them are good. i have to admit but a hell of a lot of them are useless. so i searched for website creators and i found one i really liked, it said it was free, so i sat down for about two hours i think. made it perfect and professional looking, i was really proud of it and then i went to publish it. guess what you had to be 18 to do it because guess what you had to pay! now how the hell is that free? lmao. oh well it was fun :D

this is my very first proper blog! yay me!
ok this is gonna sound really random and kinda weird. i was sitting on the toilet as you do when i thought..... is there such thing as god? people say he tests you and stuff. yadda, yadda, yadda. but they also say we are his gifts. i allways thought that gifts were special things but obviously not. if we were at all special then how come people we love get hurt, get cancer, suffer emotionaly and physically and please tell me why people in poor countries have to suffer to. i mean come on they have nothing and what they do have they guard with their life. those poor people in hati. WHAT THE HELL! they had an overpopulation problem and now they have lots of orphans. god- if he isn't fictional is sick! he's meaner than most of the murderers and phidophiles out there. how many people has he made suffer and killed? i believe in angels but not god. i believe in ghosts but not god. and i believe that god was made by a bunch of drunk monks holusinating. - i'm sorry if you are a strong believer but this is my belief.